Must

Like flame to Styrofoam once again

while we pretend we never aged

It's not our fault 

We will breathe 

We will eat 

We will be 

We will be what we must 

What we are 

To those we trust 

To those who love us 

To those who must

13063 reasons (song)

Sometimes you

just know 

It happens while

you intend to grow 

You believe

like a child of Eve 

You believe 

like a child

Naive

I wasn't first

I won't be last and

I won't remember

not even once

Until I do

and I lie

where I lie 

And I will lie

in case.

I'm protecting the me that doesn't human

I'm protecting the me that exists 

Only when you exist 

Or

someone

like you

I like you and like it 

Imagine a world without you

It doesn't matter 

There will be

another you 

There will be

another me for you

There will be another

one that will break your fall

while I falter

alter

And one day I will hear not only what you heard but I will hear what you wanted and I will hear your

 heart and one day I will forget and one day I will just let 

      Go.

           Go.

                 Go.

                       and be

I

will

let

Go

and

I

will

be 

I won't fall behind 

I will be what matters

I will be everything that scares 

That scatters 

That batters 

That makes someone believe

In Eve

In the beginning 

In the end

In me.

It's not me it's you. (song)

You’re not that hot and you’re not funny

You act all smart but you’re a dummy

And while you may seem like a chore

There are some facts I can’t ignore

you made me smile, For a little while…

Like when we were under covers

I could be sure there were no others

That would ever find a place between your legs

Cause I know that I sure couldn’t

Find one worth the place I’d put it

And I’m sorry I broke you’re heart and not your bed.

But you’re actually quite an asshole

And while I’d hoped you’d be a flagpole

Seems you’re just a giant dick

With a tiny little prick

Let’s just be friends… or just pretend…

Cause

You may as well be my best friend

But she has bigger balls than you

And she also says that I’m a bitch

But at least she’s got something to stitch

Into her pants,

that I can feel

at least with my hands.

Don’t be sad.

But when we were under covers

I could be sure there were no others

That would ever find a place between your legs...

Cause I know that I sure couldn’t

Find one worth the place I’d put it

And I’m sorry I broke you’re heart and not your bed.

I’m sure you have other talents

That can help restore the balance

‘Tween your big head and your little one

And you’ll find a way to have some fun

But it won’t be with me

And there’s no reason I can see

To change my mind.

Cause you really lack some substance

And I don’t mean intellectually

I could handle it if you were just a tard

But I really need that loving

That requires a certain something

And you’re wholly lacking in the hard regard.

No really.

It’s not Me it’s You. 

Lace-up Boots

Plaster on that Brave Face,

Colouring in between the lines

Lace up those black boots.

Pack your toy box. 

Change the world.  

The Town of Hope.

A light shines trying to say 'I'm here'.
Failures like a wounded bear
No sleep for the living in fear.
Running through a china shop.

Don't tell me not to be afraid.
I'm faulty at heart and I'm lonely
And no matter how I beg
The pills in my mouth won't hold me

I won't go blindly into the night
I'm too meek to be so bold
But count the minutes until it's light
And I'm not on my own.

Thoughts find my mind as it goes astray
And beats me full of all the same
Hope does me no good, not today.
It's just a town somewhere out there.

A town where people know your name
Where corner salesmen buy your trust
A little pub with a wall of fame
And autographs of dying men.

A place so sad as sad as me
Where people try in vain
To break the curse of irony
That is the town's poor name.

A light burns into my eyes
Trying to say I'm here.
All I wonder is why
I don't want to be.

Birds (song) *unfinished

The bluebird doesn't know when to cry
The blackbird wouldn't know to even try
Too busy being baked into a pie.
God knows myself,  I'd prefer to fry.

The songbird forgets all the words
Just holds its breath in silence til it bursts
And it splatters on the window pane
That somebody just cleaned today.

And all I do is sit and wonder why
While they fly past and shit into the sky
And all I do is wish that I could fly
And all I do is wish that I won't die.

A bird would never be a good ally
Feathers stick together
that leaves me playing the bad guy
They don't understand the rules I abide by
And find very different means to me to getting high

I could never trust a thing with such tiny eyes
A window to the soul with the curtain tied.
I'm not a black bird in a blue sky Or a blue bird in the deep
I am just a bitch that's jealous of the company they keep.

We (Song)

When were you a you and not a we?

How can something cease to be so suddenly?

In the morning when I wake up I'm one of us,

just to find when I turn it's only lonely me. 

I think back through the night to find when I let you go

But you were never there at all. 

You were never there, even when you were. 

In my thoughts you're sitting next to me

Complaining about everything and everyone you see

And I'm smiling on the inside and I'm smiling on the out

Cause in my mind the only thing you want is to be is a part of we.

But you never did, not once and not at all. 

You never wanted to, even when you did. 

Sometimes I feel glad and want to tell,

Not the world at large or anyone.

Not the presidents or popes

The fiddler can go on the hot tin roof on his own.

He'll be fine. 

The only one I want to tell is the you that isn't mine.